Having Peace and Happiness

Ever since I found out I have been waiting to write this post! I just can't believe it! Ever since my miscarriage I really haven't been myself. Losing something so precious to me really shook me to my core. And although I will always remember those feelings right now I am reeling in the news. I am somewhat at peace. I am happy. Right after my miscarriage I was truly blessed with another miracle. I can't even tell you how surprised I was to find out the news. I didn't understand how I could get pregnant again so fast!
I took a Clear Blue pregnancy test. The new one that gives you weeks estimated. I was SO surprised by what I saw on that little screen. 3+ weeks. And on the paper that comes in the box it said that the doctor would probably put you at at least 5 weeks.
When I called my doctor to make an appointment I had to wait little over a month. Holy crap. My doctor is popular! Alex and I went in today and I was surprised. There were two babies!!...Haha no. Just kidding. Phew! I have no idea how I'd handle being pregnant with two little ones! No, but really I was just surprised at far along I am. 9 weeks and 1 day. I cried practically the entire time in the doctors office. I am so happy!! It was such a huge relief to me to hear the babies heart beat. I can't tell you how scared I was. That miscarriage really put some bad thoughts into my head. And although I am still worried I know that my baby is okay and healthy. And I will do anything to keep it that way.
So my appointment next month, we might be able to see what the sex is!! Exciting!! I will keep this blog updated as much as I can!

I will have to post another picture with Wyatt. Poor little guy was absolutely exhausted and wouldn't sit still for a picture together. 

My little peanut! The picture is sideways but you can see the little legs are starting to form. As well as the arms but they aren't so clear here. Love this little one already!